…that makes it worthwhile.

Somewhere, on some scrap of paper which I would love to find, I have a collection of some of the nicest things anyone ever said to me.

I mean little things, from strangers or acquaintances as well as best friends, that they probably thought nothing of - but that totally lit up my life.

I want that lost scrap of paper to grow and multiply. Here is the place for you to write down such little words someplace safe.

Save them. Cherish them. You are loved.

—from here .

This sounds like a nice thing to do, so I started doing it since awhile ago. Here’s a little collection of mine - not every of it though, since some are quite… private, lol. Not writing the names of who says what,… for fun xD Some of these are very little and general words, but they make me happy <3

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"flooding there?"
me: "nope"
"good then"
(it was flooding in some areas in Jakarta that day)

"your art is awesome! you definetely need much more attention!"

"are you depressed? >: "
me "emm, no, just in a bad mood ^^" "
"oh oki, hope you’ll cheer up soon ^.^ "

"Chelle, there’s the song Starlight playing in 98.7 FM radio!"

"Chelleeeee, smilleee!!! smileeee!!! " (I was in a terrible stomachache + bad mood at that time xD) 

"I’ve even got your old cute avatars that you took off D= they’re so cute~" (I think my old graphics are shit-like tho XDDD)

"Know what, everytime I text message or call you, you never reply!" (can you guess who said this? AHAHAHAHAHA )

"There must be an error! Michelle got 60 for that great presentation?"

"I want to be an ignorant person like you~ you rarely worry about anything" (hey… I worry about loads of things)

"I just don’t want you to get hated like her too…"

"I JUST NOTICED… WE’VE BEEN TALKING FOR LIKE 2 YEARS NOW =o"

"What a dumb teacher! she should be impressed! D= not flippin saying ya stole it" (my teacher accused my drawing that I stole it from da interwebz)

"Halah… they’re just blind, cannot see good stuff." 

"Nope. It’s already O.K." (when I made a Red drawing and said I’ll just redo it since it’s fugly) 

"Hey, but Michelle is way smarter than [name censored]!!"

"Give yourself more credit k?"

"rant aweh! XD"

"The one that understands me most… I… I ANSWERED… I ANSWERED, YOOUUUU!" 

"I understood Physics for the first time, and it’s all thanks to you for teaching me, Chelle" ( awes~)

"We rockzz! Let’s make it to 6 archive! "

"Calm down… do some refreshing… eat, sleep, listen to music…" (when I was in art block, thanks to you )

"Now to think of it… Chelle has changed a lot now! She becomes so smart!" (…o, o rly? XDDD)

"if someone like you fails the exam, then what do you think will happen to me??"

"Eh, make me a new MSN account." (called me just for that.)

"because you’re different!!" 

"I need to pay you back by teaching you Math!"

"Oh ya, Michelle, I showed my daughter your drawings on the test paper, and she said she liked it." (LOL) 

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Another one I found was "list 5 things you are grateful for every day. They might be large, life-changing events or small ‘I found my pen!’ moments. Anything that makes you feel grateful." It also sounds nice, and I hope it’ll make me feel more optimistic. Let’s give a try!

1 . My teacher told me her daughter likes my drawing I made on the biology test paper *refer to the last quote* 

2 . I ate two pieces(?) of pizza XDD

3 . I was able to draw some decent doodles with my tablet. Has gotten art block lately.

4 . Got a new idea for a manga. Hope I can finish it ^^;

5 . …*mumbles silently* I just hope it’s true.

Today I went to Nichole’s house to play. We played internet, watched nigahiga videos, play geetar, gossiping, taking pictures (lol yes, I can be narcist too when necessary), etc.

When we were chatting, I realized something on her table besides the TV…

NINTENDO WII!!!! A FUCKIN’ NINTENDO WII. SHINING ON ALL ITS GLORY.

When she realized I was staring at it, she asked me, "You want to try?"
"YES PLEASE." I replied with a grin.

Nintendo Wii is so damn cool dammit! D: The "make sure there’s nothing around you that can break" (or something along that line) warning makes me laugh, lol.

We played the tennis and the bowling game, and a random shooting game. I always lost though, since I’m still new with this awesome innovation of the game generation.

Me want Wii… but I wonder who am I going to play it with? D: It feels stupid to play it alone. *imagines myself swinging the remote all around, then suddenly my mom enters the room* Ahahahaha. 

The first time I got tagged by someone XD lawl. Ahahahaha. I got tagged by Zakuro-chan~
…I’m tagging… YOU, WHO’RE READING THIS, AND HAVEN’T DONE IT! Hahahahahah.

The Tagging Rules:
-You post 10 random facts about yourself
-You must tag 5 people after and comment on their site to let them know.
-You must post the rules!

1. My mom has bought me a 50.000 pulsa (phone credit). YIPPEE~

2. I can play 3 songs so far with guitar.

3. I give myself little credit for what I’ve done, most of the time.

4. My english pronounciation is not very good, it sounds very "bahasa accent".

5. I prefer talking on the phone over text messages. I can talk for hours and hours on the phone if I’m talking with the right person.

6. I can spell the alphabet backwards. LOL.

7. I’m practicing to draw Disney’s version of Robin Hood.

8. When I record myself playing the guitar on MSN, I use my feet to hold the button.

9. I lack the ability to take a picture of myself with cellphone.

10. I want a boyfriend. LMAO (jk).

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If you know me quite well, fill this survey thingy about me here? It’s an old stuff, so maybe some people already done it before, hohoho.

And also, since Ani has joined Friendster (just for adding me lol XD) my featured friends list is complete. Now I can do the featured friends meme! Lol.

Jangan ganti featured friend list kamu! Jawab sejujur2nya!  

1. Pernah dansa dengan nomor 6?
hah? lompat-lompat gak jelas bareng dianggep dansa gak?

2. Di mana kamu ketemu no. 4 pertama
on the net, by email. never meet for real. XD

3. Pernah mabok bareng no. 5?
hah? nggak. mabok apa nih? mabok bir ato mabok cinta? wakakakak.

4. No. 3 cantik gak?
lucu tampangnya *pasti ntar orangnya mesem2 deh*

5. Pernah tidur di kamarnya no. 5?
nggak… ke rumahnya aja ndak. pernahnya tidur di kamar no 1.

6. No. 2 pernah ngeliat kamu nangis?
newp. gak ada dri 6 ini yg pernah.

7. Pernah belanja bareng no. 1?
pernahhh~ 

8. Pernah ngeliat no. 4 pake baju renang?
yaoloh! nggak lah! XD

9. Pernah ketemu keluarga no. 1?
cuma nyokapnya sadja

10. No. 4 tau nama panggilan kamu?
of course lah~ dia yang buat kok.

11. Pernah main ke rumahnya no. 2?
beloooom. huhuhu.

12. Lo percaya sama no. 1?
yup yup. =) she’s one of the greatest friends I ever had!

13. Pernah berantem ama no. 5?
nope, hopefully never will.

14. Kpn terakhir kali kamu ngobrol sama no. 1?
tadi sms an. kucluk kau, bales sms gwa!!! T.T ditelpon jga gak biso.

15. Kapan terakhir kali jalan sama no.6?
di sekolah? hahahahaha. jalan ke kantin gitu. wkwkwkwk.
 
no.1 - iphin, no.2 - gaby ijo, no.3 - megi, no.4 - ani, no.5 - nikol, no.6 - gaby a. 

Tiap hari Senin dan Rabu, gwa les mandarin. Gurunya rata-rata di situ cewek, cuma ada satu guru cowok, disebut Ge Ge. Tapi beberapa bulan lalu nambah satu calon guru baru. Belum terlalu jago chinesenya jadi blum bisa ngajar, tepatnya dia mala sering ikutan kita belajar di kelas. Biarpun tampangnya rada cengo gitu dia ngafalin kata-kata cepet loh!

Bulan ini nambah satu guru cowok lagi. Chinesenya jago logatnya, kayaknya sih orang cina deh. Tampangnya juga cakep. Cuma karena kita belum familiar dengan dia, kita jarang ngomong sama dia. Entah kenapa orangnya rasanya tidak se-prenly guru-guru cowok yang lainnya. Entahlah? Tak jelas alasannya kenapa.

Hari ini si guru cina cowo cakep (kita sebut GCCC) tes ngajar untuk pertama kali. Kita uda terpesona, penasaran ngajarnya kayak apa… Dia pun berdiri, maju ke depan, nyalain powerpoint, daaaann….!!!

DIA BERDIRI DENGAN GAYA BANCIS. Ngomongnya juga bancis! Lentik tangannya kayak bancis! Gyaaaaa. Gyaaaaa. Hancur sudah semua expectation kita terhadap dia. Sepertinya sih gurunya baek, cuma karena ngajarnya kurang menarik kita jadi tak terlalu antusias. Kurang ada wibawa na. Jagoan Ge Ge kemana-mana. (apalagi Ge Ge jago ngancem murid dengan tongkat ajaibnya yang dibuat dari kertas dan karton digulung-gulung dan disolatip).

Ge ge… tetaplah mengajar kamiii… gw gak mau diajar si GCCC ini… you are the best D:

"I suka pergi ke rumahnya auntie… lucu, banyak animal!"
begitulah komentar sodara gw yg dateng dri luar negri pas ke ruma gw. masi kecil sih, jdi gw maklum aja dengan kepolosannya itu.

WC rumah gw emang kayak kebun binatang.

Cicak, nyamuk, lalet, kecoa, laba-laba, cacing. binatang-binatang ini sering menampakkan diri di kamar mandi gwa. Ada juga serangga aneh yg gw gak tau species apa ituh. WCkus jijikus kali. Tiap kali mau  kencing ato gosok gigi, gw harus pasang mata waspada ke sekitar.

Nyokap gw paling takut sama kecoa. Gw juga takut sih… uda berusaha dibasmi dengan semprotan ini itu, obat ini itu, gak ada yang mempan booo… tangguh lawannya. Entah ni mahkluk2 dateng dri mana. Harus pake bom kali baru mati smua (eh tpi ntar WC gw juga rusak dong).

Aaangggg… (lah itu nama kepsek skul Iphin, jgn disebut sebut ah!) gw jijik sama mahkluk-mahkluk iniiii! Masa gw harus bawa tepokan nyamuk yg ada listriknya itu tiap kali ke WC? kan konyol banget. Hiks hiks… 

Oh ya, on a totally unrelated note, I had a weird dream last night. Not to mention all my dreams are usually weird lol. But it’s been a long time since I had a dream I can remember when I woke up.

I dreamt that I was in a hotel. It seemed like a fine, exclusive hotel for the rich people. The theme color for the decorations are dark green, dark red, and golden. I stepped into the elevator, and the staff, a man, inside greeted me politely.

I confidently said I wanted to go to the sixth floor. The man looked at me strangely, and asked, "Are you sure, miss?" I replied quickly, "Yeah." So he pressed the sixth floor button, and the lift went up. I stepped out of the elevator, and the man said "Be careful, miss."

As I walked out, I passed a painting of a dinner party. I observed it since it was a beautiful painting. And suddenly a man appeared in the painting, and thanked me for praising, then gone again. O.O" I screamed and immediately ran to the elevator. It opened, and I rushed in. The staff smirked at me with a ‘told-ya’, proud face.

I left on the first floor, and went to my room. I met many people along the corridor, seems like they’re preparing for a mask party or something. they’re all wearing formal clothes and most of them are using a mask. They’re queuing to go inside a room. I peeked into the room…

And I woke up. XDDD A very strange dream, but I was a bit scared when I woke up lol.